Arsified reflection

So it was written, so it shall be done!

I decided myself to be amongst those who are willing to strive - and I came to know that it was worth it...

I decided myself to love and spread love - and I realized that love and loving requires a lot of sacrifice...

I decided myself to be kind - and I am not planning to change opinion, though "poor the jar when a stone hits it, and poor the jar again when the jar hits a stone"...

Some people were interrupting me, but I decided to go on as, when I looked back, I saw MYSELF saying "go on"...

Consequently, I decided to curse them, but I couldn't because of lack of time - I had a couple of good things to say, instead...

Anyway, it came to my mind to hate them, but my heart showed itself so uncapable to accept it enter...

Then, I decided not to do anything, but I realized that I was doing something - nothing...

Afterwards, if I had to do or say anything, I decided to make a reflection for the others to feel...

Hereupon, I wish I were more powerful, so that I would have been more useful...

But, I also wish I was weaker, so that I would have been more expressful...

And if I weren't a boy, I think I would have cried one day and some hours more...

Maybe now you know why do they cry.

However, I looked around and heard myself saying "enough, because I can't afford"...

Lastly, I decided not to decide anymore, but I came to know that I've made another decision...

So it was written, so it shall be done!


Author: Arsim JONUZI, 27.04.2009 (23:52)